The Truth

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage :: nasi ayam sasau ~ sadap ~ :P

2. Last phone call :: a ghost -.-

3. Last text message :: with my ex ~ sharing my love problem ~

4. Last song you listened to :: hatin on da club <3<3 

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice :: noo >.< ~ 

7. Been cheated on ::  many times >.< i've been cheated two of ex, one ex convent and one from tmbunan.. from that moment i'll never trust long distance relationship ~ 

8. Kissed someone & regretted it :: no.. i kiss my ex (MEL) bcause i want to know what test it ~ >.<

10. Been depressed :: as long as i easy and still wait for a gurl that doesnt love me, my answer is YES ~

11. Been drunk and threw up :: drinking red wine and yea, half drunk -.-

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. PINK

13. White

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend :: Yes!! i've made new friend after entering form 6 :D:D 

16. Fallen out of love :: hell yeah :D:D 

17. Laughed until you cried :: As long as i got my friend beside me :D

18. Met someone who changed you :: yeah.. ~ makes my mouth more evil than before ~

19. Found out who your true friends were :: Yes! I’ve found them..:D 

20. Found out someone was talking about you :: yes .. ~ i wish i could kill them ~ bikin sakit haty >.<

21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list :: damn ???

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life :: a part of them, try to avoid from "gay" a.k.a stalker ~

23. How many kids do you want to have :: as long as my wife can stand doing sex and pregnant.. haha ! 

24. Do you have any pets :: no >.<

25. Do you want to change your name :: i wish i could change to RICH NOEL RICHARD.. ~ NOEL is my nicknme at home and i used it on my confirmation day.. ~ NOEL actually an ANGEL and been my guardian angel since i was kids ~

26. What did you do for your last birthday? :: stay at home >.< ~

27. What time did you wake up today :: 5.20 am ~ 

28. What were you doing at midnight last night :: playing football on my phone ~

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for :: getting married :D 

30. Last time you saw your Father :: 2 minute ago >.<

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life :: i dunno >.<

32. What are you listening to right now :: nothing .. watching news .. >.<

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom :: None ~

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now :: my speaking test + STPM sem 1 + about my BITCH ~

35. Most visited webpage :: Facebook :D

36. What’s your real name :: RICH JUNIOR RICHARD

38. My close friends :: i dunno >.<

Relationship Status :: waiting for someone ~

39. Zodiac sign :: ARIES

40. Male or female ::  I’m MALE ~

41. Elementary :: SRK STELLA MARIS <3 I really miss this school :( 

42. Middle School? :: SM La Salle ~

43. High school/college? :: As I got into University, then I’m good to go :)

44. Hair colour :: Black..but i want change to brown ~

45. Long or short: short T.T .. ~

46. Height :: 169CM…

47. Do you have a crush on someone? :: YUPZ :D:D 

48: What do you like about yourself? :: Only God Know :D:D

49. Piercings: >.<

50. Tattoos :: >.<

51. Righty or lefty: RIGHTY ~

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery :: none ~

53. First piercing :: what is this???.

54. First best friend :: forgot >.<

55. First sport you joined :: Basketball <3

56. First vacation :: Melaka <3 

58. First pair of trainer :: Nope, didn’t got any :P

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating :: Later. awal bha ~

60. Drinking :: not thirsty ~

61. I’m about to :: doing my SENI assignment >.<

62. Listening :: news .. ~

63. Waiting :: finishing this as fast as I can.. ~

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : sabahan say.. ~TATAP BHA KALAU KOE  ~

65. Get Married? :: yea.. and honeymoon in PARIS <3 CITY OF LOVE <3

66.Carrier? :: asal gaji mahal

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes :: lips

68. Hugs or kisses :: both !

69. Shorter or taller :: shorter 

70. Older or Younger ::  Younger.

71. Romantic or spontaneous :: Romantic ~

72. Nice stomach or nice arms :: Nice stomach ~

73. Sensitive or loud :: both…

74. Hook-up or relationship :: relationship.~

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant :: Trouble maker i think ~ haha ! 

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger :: over my dead body 1st ..>.< 

 77. Drank hard liquor :: tiger ??

 78. Lost glasses/contacts :: yeah, long time ago ~

79. Sex on first date :: no way >.< still virgin ~ 

80. Broken someone’s heart :: hell yeah ! haha ! 

82. Been arrested :: arrested bcause i stole someone heart ~ haha ! just kidding ~ never been arrested ~

83. Turned someone down :: dunno >.<

84. Cried when someone died :: dont care who…I’m Crying here!

85. Fallen for a friend?: AHHA. :D why tell?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: 1000000 times <3

87. Miracles: 50/50

88. Love at first sight :: 50/50

89. Heaven :: yes ! <3 

90. Santa Claus :: already call him just now.. ~ asking for ferari ~ haha !

91. Kiss on the first date :: =.=

92. Angels :: yea :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

95. Did you sing today? :: yea.. in the class .. >.< i sing when im bored.. and my voice ? dont ask >.<

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: My Ex ~

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? :: The time when i dont anything about love ~

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? :: Christmas Gaya <3 where i met someone that used to be my crush <3

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO. ~ 

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yea.. i post link my blog on my fb ~

Foot Prints

One night a man had a dream. 
He dreamed he was walking alone the beach with the LORD .
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
one belonged to him, and the other to the LORD.
when the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life,
there was only one set of footprint.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and
saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it.
"LORD, you said that once i decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But i noticed that during the most troublesome time 
in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
i don't understand why, when i needed you the most, you left me.
The LORD replied, "My precious child, I LOVE you
and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
that's when i was carrying you .

The question that always on my mind ~

what's the point falling in love with someone that never really love you ? what's the point failling in love with someone that still miss her/his EX ? what's the point failling in love with someone that always talk about her/his EX infront of you ? what's the point failling with someone that doens't care about you ? what's the point you drop  the tears for someone useless in your life ? what's the point you throw the money for someone that only love your money ? what's the point loving someone that only want having sex with you ? what's the point waiting for someone that already taken ? why it hard to find a true love ?


All this question always on my mind when something goes wrong when im fall in love with girls ~ i got many experience and couple with a girl in different age .. only one girl that i will always remember what she told me and teach me about love.. even though only 4 days we together but her advice's make me grow up as adult ~ honestly, i really weak and easy to fall in love with someone ~ im not strong that everyone thought ~ im always say, "YES, IM OKEA" actually im not okea.. im in pain and heart broken, i just hide it because i dont want anyone know about it ~


im useless, i dont know how to care a woman heart. im sucks because my heart really easy to fall in love with someone.. i really selfish because i always think about myself and not think about girls heart.. ~


if you really wanna know that she/he love you.. if you ask her/him to let you go, she/he will not do that but if she/he say, OK. that mean she dont really love you. trust me.. i really good in love and experience it ~ If she/he let you go with a good reason that mean she think and care about your future ~If without reason, that mean she dont care about you ~ trust me, my EX 2 years older than me.. before we break up. she told everything why she want break with me and give me an advice and courage ~ she said, make this a wonderful experience so that if you meet a girl older than you.. You know already how to think and handle her ~ i will always remember these words ~ <3

tired... tired ... and tired..

Long time no update this blog... busy of working.. well, i was working at promenade hotel as a waiter.. no bad but i have to resign.. between 25 and 31st of march because of some reason.. one of the good reason is im tired working.. the second good reason is i want to focus more at the church.. well i got 3 weeks before the holy week begin. for me, GOD is more important than work.. for those who dont know about me, well i introduce myself a little bit .. i got two different me at two different place.. its like i was in school, im nerd in a school but outside you will know how crazy i am.. ~hooho.. same goes in a work place.. its a good experience work there, for sure. the place where my sister and my cousin weeding dinner had been held.. it almost one month i working there.. rm3 per hour, certain of my friend say is very cheap,but for me its enough already.. (sory, gf sa bkan mata duitan tlah ckup utk sa.. haha) eventhough i tired working there but i really enjoy not because the star of the hotel but the exprience that i get. the way they work, how pain your feet stand for 8 hours if im not mistake~ xD. well, i will update my story when i was in malacca as soon as possible ~ take care all .. MGBU ~

About My Blog ~

 What im gonna write on my blog would be the story that happen into my life .. For me, blog its like a diary .. we can write anything that happen to us in every single day.. Happiness ~ Sadness ~ Angry ~ or even we in heart broken and fall in love with someone.. i started to make this blog on 2010 but i stop to use this blog because i really dont get it how to use and how to change all the stuff.. (sa thu sa noob) .. and then a few days ago.. some of my friend started to post her blog in her facebook.. thanks to her (Brenda Carolina Jison).. and i started thinking and say to my heart, what if i use this blog to post about my life ~ that is great idea ~ . so, i started to change all the stuff by myself .. and eventhough its simple but for me its already enough.. (i still noob) .. well , thats the story about my blog.. ~ enjoy ~